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I don't know who is going to read this and that is totally not the point I really just need to get some feelings out. I am really sick not sure what I have just yet they are running tests. :\ It has become a scary thing at this point. I live with my boyfriend and he is not much of a talker and I feel like I shouldn't upset him any more with all this. I am getting really scared of what is going to happen. Just fyi they are testing me for Lupus and RA. I am in constant pain luckily I have a great pain tolerance but it has become very hard to do much of anything. I spend most of my days in bed and its a lonely place my boyfriend only comes in th

I Got In To A Discussion With My Aunt Brandie   About A Piece I Made I Made It Because At The Time I Was Feeling Very Self Conscious About My Weight So I Decided To Cover The Mirror Showing How Society Plays On Our Own Insecurities Which I Hate I Have Never Been Skinny My Whole Life And In So Many Ways I Have Been Looked Down On Because Of It That Is Complete Crap To Me Because I Am A Beautiful Strong Intelligent Woman And I Shouldn't Be Looked Down On Because I'm Over Weight I Don't Feel That Society Should Be Putting People Down Just About Weight In America Most Woman Are Over A Size 14 Which Is Plus Size In The Modeling Worl

This Is A Song That Means Alot Especially To The People I Have Hurt http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kACVq3A58ZM